I know, I know! It's "Torn, Dirty Shirt" by Carol M!
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And to me, one night a month with you is better than every night with anyone else.
"Besides, baby," Lois continued softly, "I think you need me as much as I need you." With that she ran her fingers lightly down his cheek. "Please, don't send me away," she concluded on a whisper. "I don't think I could bear it."
Clark pulled in a sharp breath. Lois only ever called him baby when they made love, but in a way, wasn't that what she was doing right now? God, he loved this woman. How could he ever let her go - especially since he knew in his heart that she would fulfill her promise.