Reading all your comments has made me come to a very sad realization. I think I've been fooling myself into thinking my relationship is functional and/or could ever work.
My significant other isn't my best friend at all. I wouldn't go to him with my problems and I rarely ever go to him for any form of comfort at all. You know what's worse? Considering the fact that after close to 12 years he still barely knows or understands me at all, I don't think I'd even qualify us as really being friends. If someone introduced us today, I'm rather convinced he'd find me uninteresting and I'm damn sure I'd find we don't even have enough in common to even be friends. And don't get me wrong, I have plenty of guy friends. I usually get along with guys a whole lot better than I do with girls. (discussions about hair and clothes and makeup are completely lost on me)
I'm really doing something wrong here, aren't I?
