I think you've got it right - Lois is trying to protect herself, never letting herself forget that this is a temporary situation for her.

I did get a lot more written last night - not a whole chapter, but a lot more than Lois staring out the window wink .

Thanks Queenie!!!! She was my inspiration the last two nights - and I think you guys will love what she helped me come up with.

Going to get ready to post!
Carol