LMA -
He's feeling completely horrible. And terrified this second attack is going to kill him. Remember, Bernie said that another could kill him.
Clark's basically in hell right now. No way to help people. No way to get a transplant. A fix is severely unlikely. A baby on the way and death hovering over him. It's no wonder why he's so mad at me lately!
Glad you enjoyed the letter! And enjoy playing "catch up!"