I was glad to see this near the beginning:
It is really strange … since yesterday I have this disturbing feelings about Lex … and Clark …and Superman.
When I think about Lex, there is this feeling of … I don’t know how to describe it … but I feel slightly… creepy … odd … dislike … but I shrug it off, Lex is a philanthropist.
Superman … I worry about him, I have a nagging feeling that something bad will happen to him.
I have the same feeling concerning Clark …
There's still something there!
Clark … the love of my life? No, that can’t be! Although I know I don’t love Lex with my whole heart. I am about to throw them away but my curiosity gets the better of me and I read the rest of my writing…
Thank goodness for the notes!
Bob
