I'm so sorry to hear about Merlin. He must have been a wonderful compainion for you.
Don't feel guilty about what you did. You loved him and always did what was best for him right?
Well, letting him go was the loving thing to do. Not allowing him to suffer, there is nothing to feel guilty about.
I know how painful it is and my heart goes out to you.
Just remember: there are no goodbyes, just good memories.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
FinLi
