I just had to get my dog put to sleep. He was 11 1/2 years old. He's had epilepsy for about 8 of those years. He had a heart murmur - had fluid in his abdomen because of this. He was wobbly on his feet, disorientated etc. It was time.
But it doesn't make it any easier, you know? He was my baby... I kept telling him how sorry I was, trying to tell him, although I know he couldn't understand, that it wasn't his fault.
I'm trying so hard to tell myself it was right - I know it was. The vet said it was. I feel so guilty though...
~Anna.
