Anon - I had no idea this was autobiographical
. *hugs* We've been so blessed that all of our 'scares' [but one that I never had a positive test for but I know I lost and the certainty that we lost a fraternal twin at one point but no proof of it and a continued healthy pregnancy after that] had good outcomes.
I know how writing can be a soothing balm.
*more hugs*
Carol
