It's probably on my poetry blog in the archives.

http://www.cascadingmoondust.com

The title of it was "Nebulous Nightmares."

There was nothing in their guidelines about it being previously published in a different type of market that I saw, but to be safe, I'll wait until after Feb. before posting it anywhere else online.

Edit: Yep, I found it posted on May 2nd.

I believe there's a hero in all of us that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble, and finally allows us to die with pride, even though sometimes we have to be steady and give up the thing we want the most. Even our dreams. -- Aunt May, Spider-Man 2