I dropped out of Tae Kwon Do when I almost at my second dan.
Afterwards I did a few years of Jeet Kune Do (no belts though @ my place), karate, Brazilian jiu-jitsu, kick boxing, kung fu & judo. Then I stopped.
Now I'm a lazy bum who should be in boxing class right now......me BAD! I'm on Weight Watchers sooooo I should be going because I need the points!
I really miss my Sifu (when I studied JKD etc with him). He was in China last I read and I Google him now and then to see what's up with him. I think I'm actually ready now to be a good student if he came back to my city (I HIGHLY doubt he'd ever come back). I was too fearful and resented the fact I had to haul my little brother from class to class...I couldn't get rid of the little dude. Though, I did make a fool of myself in those classes sometimes so maybe it's good I never see my Sifu again!!! At the time I didn't know I had an English accent from time to time (me idiot!). I'm a first born Cdn in my family...so I really shouldn't have an 'accent'.
When I was around people who legitimately had an accent...I seemed to pick up on it when I said certain words or numbers....UGH. Of course there is a lot of counting in martial arts. My Sifu is English so I'd pick up on it and he'd tease me.
I really wish I could train more in grappling. That was one of my favourite things. I also enjoyed doing my patterns/poomse in TKD. It's been 15 years since I learned my first pattern...and almost eight since I did them last and I actually remember it still. I'm mad at myself though for not practicing on my own. I have forgotten Koryo and the one after it once you earn you 1st Dan...well at least at my school. I dreaded every single TKD class, even after attending for years. I hated sparring and I never caught on to that. I prefer the freedom of being able to include ground 'fighting' so that is why I went on to study other arts.
I loved
teaching and I started to do more about six months before I left (TKD). Now when I visit my school's website I see those who where at the same level as me when I left are teaching now and have their 'own' school...it makes me a bit sad. Though this is the path I took and I deal with it. I hoping one day I find a school and art that makes me feel comfortable. I want to be challenged and feel strong. Also, I want the confidence and knowledge that I can defend myself if need be.