This little story takes places during the New Krypton Arc and it was just a silly idea that popped into my mind and I just wanted to show you. I didn't have a BR so any mistakes are mine and feel free to point them to me.
Any criticism is very welcome...even the tomatoes
Thanks!
Raquel
~ The Dream ~
I'm here in my room. I'm all alone and feeling as if the world would fall in my head. I'm feeling alone, I'm feeling down. All I've been doing is crying and crying. I still can't believe you went by. You are so far away right now.
Sometimes I feel your presence here but then I realize it was just another dream; a cruel and sad dream. You were never here and I went back to my loneliness and my tears.
I was so stupid. I waited so long to tell you that I loved you and now you are gone. Why was I so galactically stupid that I couldn't see what was right in front of me?
I know that in my heart you know that I love you and that I'll be waiting for you but you are so far away from me right now.
I was so crazy for believing that love doesn't matter and that I could live without it. Why did my past have to be so bad that it made me a Mad Dog and an Ice Queen? If it wasn't for it would we be together sooner?
Even when I wasn't nice with you you were nice for both of us. Do you think only your life changed after we meet? No because once in my life I was this lonely, lonely soul but then you found me
I didn't want to accept that my life always depended on you. I don't know why I hide this love for so long but it's all gone now. You are so far, far away from me right now.
I'll still be here when you come back, if you come back. Why did I let you go?
My tears are drying now; I don't have more to let go.
I look at the sky and remember when we used to fly together. When I could feel you so close to me.
Oh God why I waited so long to tell him I love him. If I had told him this before we would have been happy for a long time and I could even be stronger now but he is so far away from me right now.
What did we do to deserve this? We went through a lot of things already and when I was starting to believe you would finally be mine and I'd be yours something like this happened.
Sometimes I wish you could be just an ordinary man, living an ordinary life. Oh isn't this ironic? I had fell in love with you first because of your super side and now I'm here just wishing that you couldn't have this side.
No, knowing you I know that you would still go even without your super side simply because that's who you are. You can't see people in trouble without helping them and this time they are your people.
I couldn't believe what they were at first. I tried to tell myself that they weren't real. You couldn't be possible married with another woman but then it turned out it was true. I knew that they needed you but what about me? Yes I tried to be selfish again but it wouldn't help you so I just let you go and so you are so far, far away from me right now.
That's who you are and that's what you needed to do but I'm here and I'm alone and I'm missing you so much. I close my eyes and I try to forget but then I can hear you in my heart, calling my name from a long long distance. Am I going crazy?
I can hear him, I can feel him. Oh God am I going insane?
He is touching me I don't want to open my eyes and see it is just a dream. Oh God he is kissing me. Should I respond to this?
Oh I had this dream before and I know how it ends....me home alone. Why is it so real right now? Why God is doing this to me? Make it stop please! I can't take it anymore! Go away dream and let me cry my tears. Let me with my memories and maybe hopes but go away now please.
Why am I feeling him? I don't want to open my eyes but someone is calling me....someone, someone is calling me.
I open my eyes and he is here. No, it's a dream again, I try to tell to myself over and over but yes he is here.
He is the one who got my heart some years ago. He is the one who made me feel love. Who taught me what's love and how to love someone.
He is back! Whatever happened he is back now. I don't want to talk. I don't want him to explain how he got back. All I want it is to feel him, feel his body close to mine, feel his lips on mine and feel his love. Whatever happened we'll know later I just need love right now just like I know he need it too.
He is close to me, he is so close to me right now. Goodbye sleepless nights, goodbye tears that I cried, goodbye distant star....he is here right now and that's all I ever needed.
The End.
