Ooof that was intense! The WHAM at the beginning and the way he kept thinking he was seeing her and refused to believe she was dead. WOW. And the fact that she was undercover and had to "sell it" by making him believe it felt a bit like "TOGOM" in reverse! I am glad she wasn't dead, but the poor guy! Such a WHUMP for Clark. Loved it.
I am going to guess KSarasara or JadedEvie