But with three attempts on Lois' life in as many days, the law of averages is catching up, even with me around.
As someone mentioned, even though Lois has been on the edge of death many times (so far) in S1 during Witness is the closest she's come. Doesn't Clark have to give her mouth to mouth after scaring Mr. Make-Up from her apartment? All those other times, about to be exploded by a bomb, falling through the air, etc., she isn't physically hurt... Clark/Superman can save her in the nick of time. So those other times don't feel quite as real as seeing someone with his hands wrapped around Lois's neck, choking the air out of her. Almost being too late. If Clark hadn't walked her home the night before, she would have been shot. Fact. And even though, Clark kept watch all night, he still was almost too late. It seems to me that, of course, those fears (of arriving too late) must have occurred to Clark and make him extra scared for her, during this time.
Is empathy a weakness? Lex Luthor would have us think so. Clark caring for others is what makes him try harder, even to the point of wanting to save Lex (and reveal his identity to Lois) in HoL when he sees Luthor falling from the Penthouse. It's when we care for others that we all show our true heroism.
I love that she came to me when Trevino threatened her. I love that she feels safe with me. And I'll always do my best to make sure she's safe.
It's also a turning point in their relationship because it's Clark Lois turns to for help, not Superman. It's the first time she sees Clark as a hero.
I think it might have been a good thing she asked me to stay. If I had caught Finn... I don't know what I would've done. That in itself scares me a little. I'm used to being in control. I *have* to be in control. It's too easy for me to damage everything and everyone around me if I'm not.
You bring up a good point here. While Clark is allowed (certainly) to get angry, he cannot allow himself to be overcome by it. He is the ultimate control freak, because he knows if he were ever to lose control -- especially in the heat of anger -- someone could get hurt. It shows how much fortitude Clark must have to not hide himself away from others, but to help them, despite this fear.
Another great view into the insight of Clark's mind.
Keep 'em coming, Feli. Unless, of course, you need to concentrate on your A Week in Paris story.
I'm sure, we'd all understand.