I'm guessing that you're sharing very personal thoughts here. And I'm very impressed with what you've written. It's so full of love and guilt that it's unbelievable you manage to squeeze all those emotions into so few words.
While I have never been in your shoes, I've watched other women struggle with the same dilemma of both wanting and needing to care for their special need children. And while any mother knows the conflict between her children's needs and her own, it must be so much harder for you.
I'll send you a virtual hug and right in this moment I wish it could be a real one.
Getting help and protecting yourself and your ability to give your children the love they need is no sign of being a bad mother.
Last edited by bakasi; 12/04/21 02:15 AM.
